This feeling of being empty is a lot to bear now through the days. I have been able to shed a lot of my worries by forgetting they exist and somehow it has worked. While shedding the worries seems to get rid of a large problem it has however created a new one. Now I wonder if I am forgetting something is something left undone. This isn’t a new mind set just now its bolder and stronger than ever. My mind is trying to figure out what is lost and what matters. It’s hard to figure out what we need in life until we get rid of it. Then and only then when we have finally removed the fear of an idea does it come back to haunt the mind with an empty space. When the human mind is filled with doubt and pain it is easy to reject new ideas and concepts as the brain is already full and can’t hold much more. However, when you release your burden you find yourself craving something new just at times you’re not sure what that might be.
The human mind is a wonderful place to think about things and try to achieve something new however what is new to you isn’t new to others. While we lay in bed dreaming of a wonderful future we sometimes forget the past that led us down the very path. To improve one’s life is find art in removing another’s. While most complain about not being able to achieve their goals most never really tried. The worst case is to try and fail and never get on your feet again. Don’t be upset that you have taken something from someone else that isn’t using it. Its nature to perfect one’s self before others. Its nature that allows the same species to kill within its group. So currently running through my head is the natural events to cause a change. What if nature is only a way to push blame for our own hardships onto another. If we remove the word nature do we find ourselves within the confines of our own mind do we expand our knowledge to no longer hurt others but improve upon others for the better of humanity?
A petal on a flower shines in the light
For once what was soon leaves the night.
We hold and condemn what we sit fit.
Forgetting the truth losing the time spent.
What growth we endure from times of pain.
Only hoping someone remembers our name.