Living with what I can

I have never been fully rich or gifted with lots of currency. I make due with what I have and try to spread joy when I can. Either way It looks like those days are over I have to stop spending money unwisely I’m not a kid anymore and I should start to look for a future and how I want to live in that future. I have never been a great role model always a great coach I can’t seem to follow my own advice time for a change.