Time

Its interesting I finally took the time to look at everything from the past. I was so okay with you lying to me. I was coping with all the lies. You wanted to be the victim and then you create new stories in your head. I know I wasn’t perfect however the issue is like wtf honestly why am I still dealing with you. I dont owe you or anyone anything. You never really did much for me outside sexual desires. Now that I have adapted outside of that. All there is left is the stories you told people to make you get there attention. Like fuck do you not see how nothing really makes sense. You make choices and decisions without me being a thought unless I benefit you. Complain about oh I dont want to use for money while doing just that. So far there hasn’t been a single month where I haven’t had to give you money. But I could be wrong here I offer it willing. Now its a whole thing where its like WTF was I thinking dealing with any of this. You only contact me when you need me. Its fucking sad. Time for Growth. Ill Fail I already know that but hunny this is the life you created for yourself. Im more then happy to keep pushing forward.