Time Spent

You have rewritten history to help your mental against your own issue. I dont see how Im still thinking Im in love with you. I was in love with the person you where. Im not sure why you changed or how it occurred however It seems that your affair with the guy who had the same name as me allowed you to push everything out the window. You confessed to sleeping with Patrick going to his moms house before work and then comming home to me. Affair fog you kept trying to blame me for your choices. I dont fully understand your mindset. The gas lights are interesting how is it my fault you decided to not talk but cheat. You had all my support since day one I’m truly not understanding your mindset you say you dont want to be like your mother but on a serious note how is that working out. You claim so many sickening things against me yet still want to see me. I truly don’t think you understand what your doing. I loved you I truly cared and yet you seperated me out of your life because you can’t deal with the accountability of your own actions.