When You give up

When you put all the time and effort you have to have the currage to know when you where used and abused and to give up on the ideal they honestly cared. It does nothing for you to sit there and wait for things to change mainly when they decided to disrespect you in the most horrible ways. Infect you cut you and then destroy your very name. They love to play the victim becuase the only chance someone will care is when they show that they did no wrong and there helpless. At this point its alarming that I put so much time and effort and forgiveness into you. Only for you to kick me out of your life when things got hard because you didn’t need me anymore. Yet while I was out of your life I kept you afloat made sure your bills where paid. Damn I really just needed time to think about all this to see when it comes down to it Your a horrible person.