Weird World

What thoughts come to mind when you think about your postion on the planet. Does money effect the value of your life. Is it the view of family that helps you feel rich in your overall experience. What is the moving factor that keeps your head afloat even through dark times. I don’t know the movement at which I move with however it does seem interesting that I haven’t lost the battle yet. Is it a overwhelming fear of death or is it the memories that I have of others that have suffered and in there passing nothing really changed. I think deep down we have safety built in because somehow we evolved to understand our own mind will be the death of us if there wasn’t some kind of check value to occur and make us understand that simply takening ones own life isn’t the real result we want. Then it moves to intelligence It seems when watching animals they don’t have the full concept of there actions that can lead to there down fall. Would that relate to humans if they didn’t have the experiences and notions of what actions and results where. If this is the case wouldn’t life be a little bland then? I mean if you know what the results are but you act on feelings to do something wrong is it the effort of getting caught that makes you excited to try again? Chemicals in the brain can be blamed for alot of misguided choices but the end result is still the choice was made in the end. So wouldn’t there need to be some reflection on what we do before we do it? Ah just rambling at this point by my head is wondering which route life has for me to venture through. I love the world as it is a broken peice of anger and peace. We find conflict to keep ourselfs busy because we are simply social creatures of a broken mindset. We can’t work together that would just be to easy and meaningless it seems.